By JULIA PRESTON
TEOTIHUACAN,
Mexico -- The crowds, half a million people dressed in white with red
headbands, clambered
over a towering ancient pyramid and packed the broad ceremonial
avenue below
it. When the sun reached its noon zenith they closed their eyes and turned
to it,
stretching their
palms upward to absorb the invigorating rays.
"I am recharging
with positive energy," said Alma Lourdes Gonzalez, a 23-year-old shopkeeper,
who radiated
calm contentment despite the huge throng pressing around her. "I am opening
my heart
and body to
let out the bad vibrations and fill up with everything positive."
To honor what
they took to be the last spring equinox before the millennium, multitudes
of Mexicans
across the country
flocked on Sunday to pyramids and sacred shrines of their pre-Columbian
ancestors, communing
with the cosmos and soaking in force from the luminous sun that their
forebears venerated.
Pained by economic
crises and political scandals, countless Mexicans are responding to the
millennium's
approach by summoning spiritual reserves and turning to mystical beliefs.
Many have
mixed their
deep Catholic faith with a search for modern meaning in the civilizations
that arose in
these lands
before the Spanish conquest.
By far the largest
celebration took place at the stately ruins at Teotihuacan, a city founded
1,900
years ago, which
became a flourishing religious capital before fading mysteriously in the
seventh
century.
The event here
overshadowed any of the political demonstrations in Mexico in recent years.
At least
a thousand people
spent the frigid night Saturday on a ledge near the top of the 200-foot-high
Pyramid of the
Sun, to be present at the all-important moment of sunrise. By midday the
lines into
the huge archeological
park were so long that many thousands of people were not able to enter
in
time for the
noon ceremony worshipping the sun. The highway to the site was clogged
for miles.
There were bricklayers
and doctors, teen-agers and grandparents. What they seemed to have in
common was a
longing for relief from bad news about their political leaders, family
pressures and the
grind of work.
"I'm gathering
enough springtime energy to last me the whole year," said Maria de la Paz
Hernandez,
a 47-year-old
lawyer who perched near the pyramid's top. "The sun comes up all over the
world. It
will help me
to think positive thoughts always and to ask for blessings for all of humanity
and not just
for myself."
Nearby, Miguel
Angel Kirel Macedo, 36, a painter who said he had been drawn in recent
years to
pre-Hispanic
imagery, emerged serene from an hour of meditation. "Our physical bodies
activate an
energy which
is concentrated in the pyramid," he said.
With its many
enigmas, Teotihuacan is an appropriate setting for religious quest. After
a century of
excavation,
it is not known exactly who lived here, what language they spoke or all
the gods they
worshipped.
But the Mexicans
here did not seem worried about the specifics of the cultures they sought
to
recontact. Magdalena
Perez, 40, a merchant, said she brought her two daughters to the equinox
festivities
"to make sure they understand our Mayan past." The Maya did thrive in Mexico,
but
hundreds of
miles to the south of Teotihuacan.
Instead of scientific
inquiry, the day brought a glorious potpourri of religions and re-creations
of an
idealized past.
At 6:46 a.m., when the sun burst out from behind the black hills circling
the ruin, a
group of residents
from surrounding villages who called themselves Tlahuizcalpantecutli (a
phrase
said to mean
"followers of the lord of the star of dawn" in some pre-Hispanic language)
held a
welcoming ceremony
at the pyramid's summit.
They blew on
conch shells, held up braziers of fire and copal incense and played on
drums. On a
cloth altar
they laid out amaranth seeds, corn kernels and black beans for Tonatiuh,
a sun deity.
"We make these
offerings to open the doors of the cosmos and receive this great sacred
illumination
in our hearts,"
said Ricardo Cervantes Cervantes, a taxi driver who led the proceedings.
A long line formed
for a spiritual healer in a tall black hat who waved a cluster of feathers
and recited
prayers to cleanse
his patients. Humberto Garcia Lopez, a 20-year-old student, wept after
the
purification
rite. He said he hoped it would bring peace to his family, torn by fights
between his two
teen-age brothers
and his father.
At the foot of
the pyramid, dancers in ostrich feather headdresses and loincloths performed
an Aztec
ritual, although
the Aztecs lived in Teotihuacan. A few feet away, a determined Catholic
priest
celebrated a
traditional Sunday morning Mass for a small contingent.
In fact, the
last time Mexicans gathered in these numbers was when Pope John Paul II
visited in
January. Many
of the visitors here said they had also been in the streets to see the
pope. They saw
no tension between
his strict Catholic teachings and their choice to spend a day garnering
strength
from the sun.
"We were sent
here by God," said Cruz Villegas Diaz, 46, a truck driver who led a delegation
of
Christians to
greet the equinox. "Our Lord will spill His light down on us and fortify
the outer physical
wrapping of
our bodies to deepen our spiritual faith."
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