A Film by Gary Weimberg and Catherine Ryan
Narrated by Piri Thomas
Luna Productions.
3411 Irving St., San Francisco 94122, USA.
Tel.: (415) 661 46 66,
Fax: (415) 661 45 55.
e-mail: lunaprods@earthlink.net
Format: 56 minute video
Spanish and English
He is a teenager at the moment the film begins, yet already he has lived
two lives. He has two different names, two distinct identities, and even
two separate families. Is he Ernesto Gomez Gomez? Or is he Giullermo Morales?
His 'double life' is not metaphor or mental illness. It is a real question
at the center of his life. This documentary is about the year that he goes
on a journey from the north of Mexico to the prisons of California to find
the answers he needs and by the end of the film, he has learned the truth.
In fact, the answer is clear. He is both. Guillermo is the 15 year old
U.S. citizen. He is a tall, handsome, Puerto Rican, straight-A student.
He recently moved to San Francisco to live near the prison where his mother
has been incarcerated most of his life. Every week he goes to visit her,
trying to get to know the mother he never knew. Ernesto is the Mexican
15 year old, the eldest child in the Gomez Gomez family. He had been happy,
athletic, and a good student. But when he was 10 years old, his Mexican
parents told him he was adopted, he wasn't really their son. Ernesto was
not even his real name. His name was a secret. He had been sent to them
to be hidden - for his own protection. It is difficult for any child to
learn that he or she has been adopted. When Ernesto learned he was adopted,
his reality was shattered. Who were his birth parents? Why had he been
sent to Mexiko? At 10 years old, Ernesto was too afraid to even ask. He
could respond only with confusion and hurt. Slowly, his Mexican parents
tried to explain the secret truth of his own past. His biological parents
were Puerto Rican militants - members of the FALN - an underground group
of pro-independence Puerto Ricans who were responsible for a series of
bombings in the 70's. He was an infant when they sent him to Mexico to
be raised in safety and anonymity, sacrificing their family-life with him
for the cause they believed in. This painful choice proved to be an act
of foresight. His biological father, William Morales, was wounded in an
explosion, imprisoned, but then escaped. To this day he is wanted by the
FBI. The boy's biological mother, Dylcia Pagán, was captured and
is serving a 55 year sentence in a US Federal penitentiary. Her crime:
'seditious conspiracy', fighting for Puerto Rico to become it's own sovereign
nation. She is a political prisoner in the USA. She is, if you will, a
Puerto Ricon Nelson Mandela. All this was to be Ernesto's secret. -For
his own safety,- he was told. He wasn't to talk about this to anyone, not
even his three brothers. And he didn't. So as the next five years passed
Ernesto became more and more confused, more and more angry, until he decided
to go on a journey to find relief from the questions that haunted him about
his secret Puerto Rican legacy. In 1995, at age 15, he decided that he
had to leave Mexico and the only family he had ever known to try to find
the family he had never known. As he describes it, Ernesto was a Mexican
teenager. He died. And Guillermo was born, the reincarnation of Ernesto
but with different parents